About Me
This is a story about a girl, she is not a nice girl by any means she is a sad girl someone who is misunderstood, gets treated poorly by those she loves and the only place she finds comfort is with the animals that love her no matter what she does. Sometimes, she does things that she herself doesn't understand. She tries to do the correct thing but that seems to always backfire on her, and everywhere she goes problems follow. No one loves her, because of how she looks she doesn't even believe her girlfriend loves her. She is terrified of what might happen to her sister and mother if she doesn't return to them however, if she does return she can't return specifically to that house, because once again they do not want her even if they say they do want her she has very little faith that it is true. She wants to be happy, but has no idea what happiness is. Whenever this girl is happy something gets thrown in her face where no one wants her or something terrible happens. Which returns me to her animals, the only things that don't leave her like people do are the animals. She has ferrets, and a dog. These animals are her life and soul and what brings her happiness, but even with that they come at a cost her family wants her less. Wants her to get rid of them, because they do not realize just how much they help her in life, as they are her only solid thing in her life, they don't hurt her. Her family says she'll never get anywhere in life with them weighing her down. And no matter what she says or who she says it to they do not understand at all. She doesn't know where to go in life or how to even accomplish what she wants in life. She wants to save animals, do what her mom couldn't do, she wants to show her (step) dad, that he should be proud of her, but because she isn't his blood he never will see her full potential. Sometimes, she wants to end it all, but then she remembers she has to be there for her sister and the animals as her duty in life is to protect those two things.
This is the story of Xopek, she doesn't know where to go in life or how to accomplish what needs to be done. She is just a girl, a young woman who of which should be sang to on September 1. She will be 19 on that day, but no one will care she wont get anything nothing she cares about anyways as all those who say they'd be there for her lied. Her grandmother didn't even come to her own graduation because a place she volunteers at needed her more.
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